just need to vent

I started to blog because I wanted to spare my friends.   I have not talked to Cory all day and I miss him.  I want to stay up and hopefully he will be online tonight but I am so tired.  I have officially been up 60 hrs straight.  That is alot I know but I just can't seem to sleep if I don't talk to him.  I sound obsessed but I am not.... I have an attachment disorder.  Not many people know and it is not something I tend to brodcast to the world.  It is not embarassing.  I just can't stand people judging.  My friends are not like that I am just scared.  Scared that people will always label me crazy.  Oh well.  I am babbling, a side effect of being a walking zombie.  LOL I really hope Cory talks to me tonight.  I need sleep.  I know I do and I should probably take something but I don't want to. I just want 5 minuites.  5 minutes to talk to him, to tell him I love him.  I am going to stop babbling now lol.